The tussle or fight between my sexual urges continued since I was in 15 years of age and was at peak when I was in my high school I tried various means of controlling myself I took oath , read spiritual materiel that forbid sex and masturbation but all efforts were in vain I could not just control my self between me and my ambition lied my one bad habit i.e sex,fetish for porn, masturbation
I might have caught by my parents but it did not discouraged me to repeat it again I was and am disheartened . I as last resort also maintained a calendar in which I kept record of days I masturbated and number of days I kept without it
Is it ever possible that success and sex could ever co exist I personally do not think it is possible .
Because I blame my this bad habits for all my defeats and I ask all my friends around the world not to repeat my mistake
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