Chaper 1 part 2

The Eason

I felt I was trapped in bad world of sex by my friend Sonic so when I was falling I decided to take some others with me I met One more of neighbor he was younger than me his name was Babu he was a sweet young boy but was naughty initially we played cricket together but later we became close as we were sexually curious I was the one who took intial step to explore each other sexuality

                                

Our first time I remember was in a dark winter night In a public place Yes !! a public  place . We were in park which was near our home we sat on higher side of playground slide so no one can see us we touch each other genitals genteelly and we were talking it we found it pleasing. We continued doing it the guy babu was too young he hadnt reached puberty but nevertheless he liked it.

Our work pleasing each other continued for a while as we imagined various actresses models from newspapers . We knew this was affecting our grades but continued it whenever no one was in our home we invited the other Since we were in same coaching we knew it had to stop we took oath many times too stop doing it but cant stop.

This affair stopped when he shifted to another home now he was away . I relaxed my feelings by reading sex stories from website and watching pics of nude girls by websites I preffred pics and websites because I had low speed Internet connection. 

                                  

My grades continued to fall my life was nothing but a disaster I felt trapped and still I am because I had no sex education in my puberty.

I like to mention I still when I have broadband connection at home watch porn sites and still cant get over it