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Is it world worth it ?

 

We live in a universe that judge it continueosly. Please judge you make opinoins of you mock you fool you bully you embrass you Are they really worth it?

I say what is this ?

Is world full of dumbass people ?

If they are arentt you one of them?

Shattered

 

I am done with my life . I have been a person with low self esteem and confidence.

I have always being bullied but not now time has come for change .

I am tired of being ratted out with my friends.

I swear I will die else I will change it

Change

 

As per charles darwin it is not the strongest of the species that survives not the most intelligent but most adaptive is the one that survives so I have to make changes in my personality or else I will vanish

A human bieng is highly disireos creature he always wants more as is case with me  I always want more that too with less efforts That is fact I need to improve in myself .

                        

I have to have control over my senses my wants I shall not have to become slave to my wants.

Or else these wants  will dethrone you out of your life.

                                  

Feeling awkward

 

My friends told me to put faith on my self however you are you are the best . Is it so ?

Actually friends had been my greatest strengths and weakness . In the beginning I had some some friends which made me reach tops then I had some friends which made me reach bottom , It was time I didn’t know to differentiate between friends but now I am able to , As far as I feel so?

                                  

Why ? Why life has to be so diifficult and complex ? Can’t It be easy ? I always feels I am surrounded by adversities and problems .

                               

I hate my life as it is . Some one told me to write down my goals with timelines on it today I will try and write it down with time line

 Here is the file

The Greed

We humans are one of the most griedest animals in the world .We snatch everything we want from nature yet we are not satisfied I am no other exception.

I am like an ordinary human bieng never satisfied with what I  have got and Is always impatient perhaps one of the most two ills in human civilization is greed and impatience.

I am not tired of watching videos and downloading it perhaps when I have download all I still want more. How can this ill be cured or perhaps can it be cured or it is genral nature of humans to do it like that.

We will never know perhaps never know it all.

The Hard Way

 

Here when the eason was defeated in his life wasting his life his soul his power his ability his friend sinedd was becoming Stronger everyday with help of self help books and motivation from teachers he was getting strong every day.

                          

Sinedd could could study for longer hours he could memories quickly  , He was a favourite among teachers although he was like a ordinary boy of his age he was boy with abilities

He has the potential of becoming the most successful man in the universe and perhaps he has , we don’t know

                      

Eason and Sinedd both bieng friends were similar in many ways,they were of same age they had the same abilties power but Eason was the one who was lured in world od sex entertainment while Sinedd was powerful wilful and concentrated

Its up to you who will you become

My fall

 

 

Every time I used to masturbate and cum I fell a sudden drain of energy which did not allow me to concentrate I could look my friends in the eye because of guilt and this feelings continues to haunt me till now

                      

People say sex gives them pleasure , It relaxes them for me it is more of a pain stress in my mind . It has haunted and ruined my past and continued to haunt me does any one has a way to cure me .

                       

How can I control myself it all starts with curiosity little excitement but later hormones took over and you are engaged in adultery . Do anyone have a cure for it

My struggle with myself

                                    

The tussle or fight between my sexual urges continued since I was in 15 years of age and was at peak when I was in my high school I tried various means of controlling myself I took oath , read spiritual materiel that forbid sex and masturbation  but all efforts were in vain I could not just control my self between me and my ambition lied my one bad habit i.e sex,fetish for porn, masturbation

I  might have caught by my parents but it did not discouraged me to repeat it again I was and am disheartened . I as last resort also maintained a calendar in which I kept record of days I masturbated and number of days I kept without it

                 

Is it ever possible that   success and sex could ever co exist I personally do not think it is possible .

Because I blame my this bad habits for all my defeats and I ask all my friends around the world not to repeat my mistake

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The SEX EROTIC KNOWLEDGE

 

 

To download and enjoy porn erotic I used a lot of tools Here I am going to share my knowledge so as to be aware with it.

                                 

Things you will need

1. A stable Intenet connection

2. A a video downloader like orbit so you can download video which are streamed or buffering

3. A free websites which I will be telling

Next work

It is all about choice

Some of us love fiction like forced or rape some of us love erotica like beautiful models

Lets us see text stories about persons revealing their sex experience refer to this site

If you love comics these are the sites

1.Kirtu                                         

2.Jab Comix                       

3. Dofantasy           

Now we come to pics for pics I would like to recommend only the best sites which is free and collection of all pics

                                      

t would be one and only Kind girls also one more site I like to mention would be Santa banta

Now for the last part i.e videos For this my favourite and one and only site is x art which is premium site for all your fantasies In order to download its videos free I use this site               

                                    

Chaper 1 part 2

The Eason

I felt I was trapped in bad world of sex by my friend Sonic so when I was falling I decided to take some others with me I met One more of neighbor he was younger than me his name was Babu he was a sweet young boy but was naughty initially we played cricket together but later we became close as we were sexually curious I was the one who took intial step to explore each other sexuality

                                

Our first time I remember was in a dark winter night In a public place Yes !! a public  place . We were in park which was near our home we sat on higher side of playground slide so no one can see us we touch each other genitals genteelly and we were talking it we found it pleasing. We continued doing it the guy babu was too young he hadnt reached puberty but nevertheless he liked it.

Our work pleasing each other continued for a while as we imagined various actresses models from newspapers . We knew this was affecting our grades but continued it whenever no one was in our home we invited the other Since we were in same coaching we knew it had to stop we took oath many times too stop doing it but cant stop.

This affair stopped when he shifted to another home now he was away . I relaxed my feelings by reading sex stories from website and watching pics of nude girls by websites I preffred pics and websites because I had low speed Internet connection. 

                                  

My grades continued to fall my life was nothing but a disaster I felt trapped and still I am because I had no sex education in my puberty.

I like to mention I still when I have broadband connection at home watch porn sites and still cant get over it

Chapter 1
The Eason
I am a boy of  14 years of age I had just reached puberty I am curios about sex and nudity
I had a neighbor named Soni . He was older than me . He was just a douchebag
He used to stimulate my geniticals at first it feels embrassing and thought that I would never meet that guy again but since we were neighbour we were bound to meet . I used to avoid him but once to have favour from him I decided to co operate with him whatever he does then he started rubbing my geniticals I feeled good I felt like pissing and I am going to  pee i tried to stop but I couldn't and at last it happened . I thought I have become like a baby couldnt control my piss I for days tried to wonder what would happen if I pissed  in bed it was quite embrassing as at then I did not knew about orgasm all I knew that I couldnt control my pee and my neighbour didnot told me that but I loved that feeling . So for many times we were engaged in this sessions we were enjoying ourselves we didnot knew it was gar\y and was forbidden by society .

But moreover my grades started falling I couldnt concentrate in studies all I knew was to stimulte and rub it . I then started to experiment with oil with shagging up and down left and right I hate to cum but loved to stimulate this continued for a year.

The begging

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